Does it help?

Don’t you sometimes feel like everything you do isn’t getting you anywhere? As if it wasn’t even worth it.

Getting out of bed early in the morning to walk under the cold rain to a cold school. Spending 7 hours and then trudging back home.

Its a feeling we usually get. A feeling, momentarily or not, of loneliness and darkness. And everything you know sort of gets paused and doesn’t continue. When everything around you is of no importance at all to you and reality strikes you.

A worthless moment, a worthless thought, precious time.

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What if i told you i loved you?

What if i told you that i loved you?

Would you look at me in the eyes and tell me, me too?

Would you let a smile escape the borders of your mouth?

Would you not say a word?

Would you just wrap your arms around me?

Or would you leave, leave like all the past times you have left? Left me.

I’ve been here before, i said i loved you and you got scared and ran off. My confidence shattered and tears falling down my face.

Not only you, but him, and him and him. Its a new emotion every single time and i feel confident until that moment.

Its like we’re on a roller coaster saying yes then no. And i feel used every time, used like a tissue, when you clean up something then throw it away. As if my heart was a tissue. But i love you. Every little thing of yours, from your soft eyes to your welcoming smile.

So what if i told you that i loved you?

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A thousand years

Doesn’t this just make your heart tear up?

Laugh

Laugh like a child every single day

Believe

Believe in yourself, like no one has ever done